Eva, Indonesia

Captain Eva currently serves as Assistant to the World President of Women’s Ministries, based at The Salvation Army International Headquarters.

‘When I was young, I did not make friends easily because I was very shy. I preferred to spend time alone reading my favourite books in my room rather than playing with others. As a teenager I tried to open myself up more, but it turned out to be very difficult for me and many times I cried silently. 

‘My parents introduced me to Jesus, but they said that I had to experience God for myself. When that personal encounter with Jesus took place, I felt so happy! It brought me such joy to know how God loves me, that he has a beautiful plan for my life, and that I am precious. However, a voice whispered into my heart; “Will you only keep this happiness for yourself? You will be even more joyful if you can share it with others.” 

‘I struggled with God, “Oh God, I'm not sociable. I am quiet. I am shy. I can’t speak properly.” Finally, I decided that if it was God’s will, I would surrender myself to him and let him change my life. 

‘Even to this day, God is changing me. I still feel nervous and insecure every time I meet and talk to other people. But something has changed! God gives me strength and encouragement, not only within me but also through the people around me. Through his amazing ways, I overcome those feelings whenever they appear. Nothing is impossible for God!’